Tuesday, November 01, 2005 , 10:46 AM

The music's on full blast as I'm typing all these down. It helps to numb my pain and also to prevent myself from thinking about the damage done during today's A Level Higher Chinese Paper. I really regret not working on it earlier.
Heck.
If only I'd started on Monday. If only I'd taken it seriously right from the very start. If only I'd started doing and reading whatever the teacher tells us to. Would things have been different?
God, please help me get at least a D. Tell me I can get over my A Levels and let me at least get a lil spot in Uni. I'd be lost if I've nowhere to go.
Haiz...and I only have myself to blame.
Please let me get at least a D. I mean it.
Oh God, please help me be strong and help me help myself get over this safe and sound for I won't know where to go or what to do if I do fall outta da box.
*sighs* If only...
God.Is it too late?