Saturday, September 17, 2005
, 11:45 PM
i'm so dying to read tons of books ( do excl. textbooks, notes n all sorts of reference books, news like body parts murder, natural disasters,terrorism...any more of these n i'm gonna puke words n melancholy all over da place)...it's like when ya've been constantly fed wif healthy( read boring/bland food) food...ya'd yearn fer junk food(those high in calories n wif each bite ya take ya're a nail closer to sealin ya coffin)...aft readin so much notes, facts,figures, numbers...all things reality...really wanna kick back and read somethin fictional...somethin tt can tug at my almost dormant imagination...b4 all my imagination n enthusiasm r zapped away n turned into a robot programmed ta study mindlessly....
hahaz...tt's da way it is...we spent most of our lives pursuing stuff tt we might not even love at da 1st place..it's juz tt everybody is chasin aft da same stuff like money, popularity n status...we lose ourselves in da process...n ferget da lil things tt used ta make us happy...n after all these yrs..when ya look back ya life's resume...ya'd go"what da heck? tis isn't wad i reali want"..n we'd be like old, wrinkly n feeble by then...hahaz...but as students in spore...guess we cant really break outta da pack n go after our dreams as n when we like..tt shiny laminated piece of cert (in my opinion it's like a well-packaged lie tt doesnt reaaly represent our true potentail) is da key to our future( how cliche)..it's like da safest route ard...n in case if we pursue our interests in future n fail ta achieve success...it'll be our safety buoy at least..so does tt alleviate all our senseless n endless muggin...well not really...but it's a reminder to all of us when we start ta lament wad all these are for...
in da meantime it's back to our daily routine n engage in our arduous task of conquerin tt mountain of notes sittin in a corner of our rooms( n fer some of us...it'll prob be caked with dust)....well...if it does any g00d...at least we're not alone in this paper race...arhahaz...
lastly:Enjoy the little things, for one day you may look back and realize they were the big things. take care folks!
